i hate myself.

i hate myself. why i always make mistake in our relay? why? ilovehim to much. ilove my relay. but. i always make a mistake. tell me why. why i can't hate you? why i can't sleep if i didn't hear your voice? why i can't eat if you're not tell me to do. why dear. why. why i loveyou like this. i never love someone same like iloveyou before. i never do a stupid work before this but with you? anything. it make our relay in happiness. it to late for me to getback? my heart need you. my life need you. everything i do is always want you besides of me. please come back. i really need. need you in my life. i know i look like to much annoy. im sorry. please comeback. please.
Terima kasih .